Life is happening all around me and I have so few words. I feel things that make me want to run away from it all. I am in an uncomfortable situation that just keeps getting weirder and weirder. When did this happen? Did I wake up one day to it or did it develop over time. I want to be sitting on a beach somewhere all alone with just me, the waves, the wind...they always know just what to say in times like these. I want to scream one moment and the next I want to climb under a rock where no one will find me and no one will know that I exist. No one will love me and leave me. No one will reject me...am I real today? am I okay today? I usually try to end my blogs with the ever positive "I'm still real, I'm still okay..." but today I just do not know. I just do not know.
Denise
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