When did that trusted friend become someone untrustworthy? Were you blind to their game? Do I trust to easily? Do I let people in and then when they cut my legs off from underneath me I am stunned? I think I need to learn how to compartmentalize. I need to learn how to keep things personal. You see I hate showing any sign of humanity...you know fear, anger, hurt, failure...I want to present to the world a perfect little package. The problem is, I am not perfect so things come up and oops, the world sees my imperfections blaring in their faces. What do I do? I freak out! I shake my hands. I run. I hide. I do anything other than let the emotion happen. Why do I refuse to let life happen? Why do I think emotions like fear, anger, hurt, failure are bad? They are a part of life. Today I am still real...today I am still okay.
Denise
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